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found this by chance today, and what a gem it is. sometimes the 'recommended for you' tab on youtube really does reel in goodies, I tell ya.

thanks for specially telling me today what's been going on in everyone's minds, and by everyone I mean Kung Kung and EE. I still haven't decided how, and when to tell them; I'll probably do it through letter. it's a funny feeling... thinking that people think you have such an inferiority complex. the ideas just seem so foreign to me, that time and time again I try to put myself in the idea they have of me, but yet... it's just impossible. because I'm just not like that, you know? haha, you'd know.

it doesn't really bother me, really, but of course a bit of that iffy feeling lar. like, wow, really? but really more than anything, I don't want them to worry and speculate about something that is non-existent; and make things a bigger deal than it actually is.