and ready to shoot. shoot goodness, smiles, laughs, happy.
and with that gunfire, I'm going to let every shred of bad energy out into the atmosphere, and bang, there it disappears.
of course, it's much harder than it sounds. but it's becoming clearer and clearer to me that if something is making me unhappy, do something about it. make a change. it doesn't have to be a change towards that thing that's making me unhappy, but a change towards a way away from it.
I can feel myself evolving, sometimes. you know, I'd smile on the bus sometimes? like, wow, look at those droplets of rain on the windscreen. little shimmers of happy is a powerful thing, sunny, and I'm just going to soak it in as much as I can. I can't exactly say where I'm going in life, what path I'm on... all these questions shifting in my mind back and forth for the past few weeks... but I can say one thing is sure, I'm on a path. To where? Who knows. I guess we'll find out.