or it's going to be bad. you know what I mean? sometimes, you wake up later than usual, tired even though you've slept a quarter of your life. and so it goes, it's either going to be good or bad, depending on your sense of will. and I'm reeeeally hoping to make it a good one.
I'm staying home today, because mum's made dumplings and wants me to cook them for me and papa for lunch. it's good, too, so I can get some practice in before my piano lesson tomorrow.
heart doesn't feel right lately. relationship with mother is not great, tension building for some reason... I'm getting tired of the hot/cold relationship with her. appearance over practicality, her right over my wrong, her truth over my truth. treating as though it's all good, just as long as she's forgiven me, it's a given that I'm not hurt by her anymore.