the thing about motivation

I lack it these days. Maybe because I'm tired, but that's no reason to be unmotivated. It's been a while since I've felt 100%, and I miss it. I miss just loving life for the heck of it... is this uni blues? Hahaha, I don't know. Heading up to the uni now for cell group -- tonight instead of doing our usual fellowship I'm heading down to one of the member's place. For steamboat, babeh! Bringing along a large pot with me, cause there will be about thirty people tonight within our cell group alone! Why so many, you ask? Cause you can invite friends lor, the event being FEED OUR FRIENDS and everything.

You know, it's really nice to be around Malaysian people, people from your own country, from your own town even sometimes. I know I sound like a lunatic with my accent half the time, but really, I've never had trouble distinguishing myself being Malaysian. I always leave cell group feeling good, supported and just ready for the weekend.

But... on the other hand,  I know mum's patience is running out. Every friday when she picks me up (at around 10.30pm) she would put on the grumpiest face and show her displeasure in picking me up. Thing is, there's no bus after 9.30pm, so it's not like I can take the bus. So, yeah, there's that. Something I just have to deal with I guess. I wish there was a way so she didn't have to pick me up.