on top of things

I think some days we wonder if we're doing enough, and most days we question whether we are on top of things. That is how it is with me, anyway... with school kicking back in, of course I have to get my scholarly attitude back (like I had a good one in the first place lols)... and I have to admit, on most days I'm behind my readings. I'm never quite on top of things, and I just wish there was enough time, motivation and energy in a day for me to do it all.

Instead of picking them, I think I'm just going to pick one from the pile and just do it. Following nike's slogan, and just go for it. I think one thing I definitely have to do is to sleep more... actually only slept less than three hours last night. Went to sleep past one am, got up at what I thought was six am, but went downstairs to check the time - and of course, it's nothing close to six am. It was still dark after all... it was 4am. Went back to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep, so I got up half an hour later ready to do some work. It was four thirty... been a while I've gotten up that early. It was good; got a few things done, but not the way I planned of course.

Anyway, so that's my day. Plus the whole thing that happened with mum later in the day, but I'm just going to look past and beyond that. I'm not going to let it affect my tomorrow.