wednesday note

I'm waiting for my bus to caulfield, standing next to a tree with my back soaking up the sunshine. Wearing a floral motif dress with the light cardigan that I bought at cotton on, kk (remember the one?), my hair is loosely tied up in messy bun, with curtains of fringe flowing lightly on either side of my face.

You could say I'm lost. Unsure. Conflicted. But you could also say that I'm growing. What is growth without discovery? And what is discovery without uncertainties? It's taken a while to get here, but today, I decided one thing for good: to live up to my own expectations. Not all of them, just one at a time, and ones that are important to me.

And if I can't do that, I shouldn't expect myself to live up to others' expectations.