lately

recently I've learned that the human will is not as simple as I made it out to be. it's complex, it's hard to change, even when you really crave it. for a while now I thought I was doing fine, being the change that I want to be... and then I realised amongst it all I lacked one thing. support. and it's harsh, when really you're just trying to better yourself.

I'm trying not to get caught up in all and just work on being myself, and doing what I want to do. so I'm going to focus on one thing at a time, changing one thing at a time. not making excuses, not allowing the actions of others be distractions to my dreams. today, today I'm going to focus on being confident and smiling. and really, really listening to others. tomorrow, who knows what it'll bring.